Shattered Reality
By
Brenda Perlin
I started writing my life story (I know that sounds rather
daunting) as I was approaching thirty and was engaged to my boyfriend of nearly
two years. At the time, I was searching for something important to do with my
life. Maybe because I wasn’t
feeling so good about myself and was looking for some inspiration? How better
than to go back in time and contemplate your life? In a way, that is what I
did.
This story of my life was
meant to answer some questions that I was still searching for answers to. At
twenty-nine, I was floundering around and yet wishing for some deeper meaning
to my life. Even though self-doubt filled me, I kept on writing hoping to find
some clarity.
The original novel was
meant to be a coming-of-age story, which was about a confused young woman, an
outcast who was finding her way in the world. This girl was getting married but
she didn’t feel like a blissful
bride. It was as if she was on the outside looking in. None of it felt real to
her, and yet she yearned to be that happy person who would be donning a white
dress with all the accessories to match. Instead, she found out the the wedding
business was a sham and none of it was going to make her any happier.
Even though this story
developed into something entirely different from what I had originally
envisioned, the essence of the tale was about finding your own happiness.
It’s been years since I started this story of mine but it has
become a part of me. Through the years, this piece of writing has taken on a
life of it’s own.
The book is entitled Shattered Reality, which delves upon the
losses and disappointments I’ve
endured throughout my life. Even with the negative connotation the title
represents, I still see this story as one filled with hope and perhaps, even a
little bit of inspiration. My life is not over, and I do believe this girl can
still find her happy ending.
Shattered Reality:
Thank you so much for sharing my story Linda. This is so nice.
ReplyDeleteBrenda, you're an inspiration and a wonderful author! So great to see you featured here.
ReplyDeleteI adore you Tricia. Thank you!!!!
DeleteI think many, if not all, of our stories turn out differently than we'd imagined. I'm so glad yours has evolved into happiness.
ReplyDeleteYou are a love. Thank you lovely Jane. xx
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